the past of my life

Our life is so precious
we must to be thank to God
sometimes,i wonder why my life are not happy as i want
but i know, i wont be happy at all
since child, i faced family problems in my life like others too
my family always fighting each other
always blaming each other

when i was at the primary school,i shocked about 1 news from my family
whats the news??i gotta to know
my parents otw to divorce!!
oh my god!!
i cant imagine what my feelings that time
feeling so hurt,sadness and so on
i know my mum and my dad are not happy together
the best way are divorce
i must accept!!

my sis and I try to makes my mum happy
my mum sacrificed all her life to me and my sis
she want us to be sucessfull one day
same as my dad
all i want in this world are to be together in my family eventhough i know thats impossible
but that my dreams
the dreams i know that will never comes true


now,i must focus in my life
whatever happens to my family,i will accept it
even i regret my family like this
i love my family so damn much


i know now my dad happy with his life
my sis and I want to take care of my mum
wanna makes my mum happy
i love my mum and my dad
even my dad got a new family now
but he still love me and my sis so much
i can see that
my father working hard to bear our life
and now, my father became a successful businessman


but i know my mum still hurt till now what happens to her marriage
she want to be like others
happy with beloved husband
but she didnt get that from my dad
she always said to me that she really wanna be happy like others
i dont mind if my mum wanna marry again if she find her true love 
but my sis dont want my mum married again
my sis do that because she dont want my mum suffer again like before
she dont want any guy hurting my mum
now, my sis and I just wanna makes my mum happy
we will take care of my mum no matter what











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what goes around comes around

i feel that i can be away from anything that makes my life suffer...
what i gonna do now??
really dnt have any ideas to think...
it seems like gotta be more worst than before...
i could not imagine what my feelings rite now..
everything im doing,its like nothing ever happen..
y the life supposed to be like this...???
but i believe
what goes around comes around...
maybe im too weak to faced all this things....
shud i just let it go or shudnt??
im afraid if i let it go,im too suffer...
i dnt want to become weak...
now i just realized that im too stupid...
believing people too easy...
i just wanted to be HAPPY!!!!
im trying to do everything the best in my life..
sometimes i feel i wanna go to heaven..
my life problems never ends till the last breath...
now i realized what people said bout u..
i dunno what gonna happen after this...............
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~seven~

7 facts about me :

1) i love to be myself
2) i love my family damn much
3) hates hypocrite
4) easy going girl
5) helpful
6) hates a liar person
7) always dreaming something that unbelievable



7 things that scares me :

1) cat
2) ghost
3) failure
4) any types of animals
5) sickness
6) hot temper person
7) being a liar



7 song playing in my head lately :

1) i cant imagine me without you by jaci velasquez
2) the climb by miley cyrus
3) eh eh nothing else i can say by lady gaga
4) aku dan dirimu by bunga citra lestari
5) boom boom pow by black eyed peas
6) kiss me through the phone by soulja boy
7) pudar by rossa



7 valuable things in my life :

1)  my family
2)  my friends
3)  handphone
4)  my laptop
5) money
6) happiness
7) wealth



7 "First Time" in my life :

1) lost my happy family time
2) got my own laptop from my mum
3) being head prefects in secondary school which is so so unbelievable
4) coloured my hair
5)  low blood pressure
6) skin problem during form 4
7) lost my eldest uncle





7 Words/Things i always use/say :

1)  handphone
2) laptop
3)  earphone
4) huhu
5) omg
6) damn it
7) haha





7 people i tag :

1) yeoh kim bee
2) mirna lestary
3) jeanne
4) tan peixi
5) sheera soraya
6) el
7) munira

























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full day of classes

~ monday 28 sept ~
my class started at 9am.accounts.omg!i didnt do any of accounts homework..well,very excited raya..but i can finish it at class.after class,we have 2 hours 30 mins rest.so,i and mirna decide to go library since we have accounts homework..at 2pm we have qm class..as usual as semester 1..who finish the homework can go back..so,i went back home at 4pm..


~ tuesday 29 sept ~
i came early today because need to do something..need to go cimb bank,public bank and maybank..then at 1130am,i had my lunch with my friends..we went to mcd..after that,we went to account class started at 12.15pm..today,sir said,just finish it our homework..after finish our homework,mirna said she hungry and ask me to accompany her to go eat..then,i asked sir permission...ahaks mirna,sir membebel with u arounds 15mins..haha..the next class started at 3.15pm.economic class..we're studying new chapter..thank god,this sem only got 3chapter to recover till dec exam..good..hehe..


~ wednesday 30 sept ~
today,i came early too..wait mirna at mcd 10.15am..we went to maybank and popular to bought stationeries there..then,we went to mcd to bought our lunch..we ate at class..we reach college early today..after ate,i sleep at class..hehe..so sleepy..when class start,wow..i cant open my eyes..too sleepy..now,i just thinking my bed and my pillow...hehe..thank god today we still didnt received our economics assignment..yeay!!haha


~ thurday 1 oct ~
as usual,came early today..i followed my sis..she sent me to lrt station today..reach college at 8am..just read newspaper and playing games..when class started at 8.45am,mirna still didnt come to class,..i called her n she said that she sick and cant go to class today..then ok la..kim sit beside me..we finish our exercise at 10am...then,i went back home and sleep...hehe


~ friday 2oct ~
today are the day that all of my class scared off...our result is coming out today!!!im so nervous okay...especially my accounts paper..huh..wishing that i will pass all the paper..please wishing me luck today..
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~reality in life~




my life started to be worst and more even worst
i tried to make all the things in good and best position
but
what i got from there???
there's nothing!!!
since many years ago
i wanted to be happy in my life
but i know
its hard to be happy
why everything i done is wrong in your eyes???
since child, i live in a lot of challenges
challenges come n go,come n go
like air in our life

what are my dreams???
my dreams
i want my happy family back
but i know
i will never never got that back

even i faced a lot of problems
i tried to smile to everyone arounds me

sometimes,people do not appreciate us
people think that im useless,bitches n bla bla bla
wow!!!
i have pride ok!!!

i treat u nicely
but
u treat me like s**t

People's minds change

Mines the same

People's lives change

But I won't...I won't let go

I won't let go




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~beloved school friends~

SATURDAY ( 5 SEPT 2009)

i went out with my beloved friends since so long didnt meet them.we went to klcc.buka puasa togeher.me,sheera,her bf,dekla,rochelle,alifa and munira..at first,we want eat at chilli's..but,at 6pm,we went to chilli's...omg...peoples lining up till the end..huh...then,we went to dome..finally got place there...






my bestfriends...i love u all guys...really2 enjoyed with u all that day...hopefully,we will meet again for the next time okay...bye..
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movie day

today,me,kim,weng hoong,yau,kelvin,kelly,janice and vonne went to times square to watch movie...im going to ts wif janice and kelly...when we almost reached ts,its raining...we run..haha...then,kim,weng hoong and yau went to eat...me,janice and kelly just walking around...we wait kelvin at cinema...all of us want to watch orphan..but kelvin dont want..he said,so boring..haha..then we have some argument there...dunno which movie we want to watch...
finally,we watch orphan..hehe..
orphan is scary movie for me..when esther want to kill someone,i shock and close my eyes...so scary..
kim,im sorry if i get u shock too..haha...u beside me..so,u can see my face how when i shock..haha...u laughing at me when i shock..haha..so funny my face???hahaah...i know its funny...because my face showing that im really2 shock..haha
after we watch movie,kim,weng hoong and yau went back first..kim's hse had celebration..father's bday...
so me,janice.kelly,vonne and kelvin went to old town..they wanna to eat...so,i followed them since the time too early..but i didnt eat..im fasting..hehe...
i busy with my phone..messaging and games...then,4 of them stared at me..haha...they ask me so many questions...damn shy..the questions that they ask me such as
~what my feeling to....
~what my status now
~friend or special friend
~we're close and too obvious
~always with...
hahaha...i need to answer all...
when i gave it my answer,they dont believe me and keep asking..haha...damn shy...
only me and ........ know what happen to us...hehe...
guys,im happy today with u all...=))
then i went back because my sis wait me at bukit jalil station...fetch my mum at hse then we went to midvalley...shopping for eid....suddenly,my stomach so pain...i cant even walk properly...maybe gastric..dunno...i rest for awhile...but still pain...then,we buka puasa at san francisco steakhouse...a lot of food there...i ate all food there..haha...until my stomach fully of foods..hehe..eventhough my stomach pain,i still can eat because im so hungry..hehe..thank god my stomach ok after i ate...hehe...then,we bought things and we went back home....
thats all for today...hehe...
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